Scared

So I have a total of three appointments this week, the first was Monday. I have been having issues with the womanly part of my life and body and went to the gynecologists . I have had a pretty abnormal history so I was trying to stay positive. While there , of course, they check blood pressure. It was very high. We decided to go on with the appointment and check it again at the end. Thinking maybe it was "white coat" syndrome. During the exam, lots of questions and several words. Hysterectomy, poly cystic ovarian syndrome, cancer....all a lot to take in. At the end, blood pressure still high, taken off BC pills, put on Progesterone and told to take Bp again that night or in the morning. So the next day get my Bp taken and its still really high, hence the appointment today with my regular DR. Friday is the blood work and pelvic ultrasound. I am trying to stay positive and relaxed. Taking deep breaths and really trying to let things go. Its not working very well. So please, if you read this, pray or do whatever you do that things will work out for the best whatever that may be. Thanks